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I am fucked-off with Life because it’s all upside down, the rich who have all the money are nasty, manipulative and dominating bastards while the poor are stupid and un-educated!

Is that true?
Not always,  I can find plenty of examples of responsible rich people and and poor educated and  smart people.

What happens when I believe this thought?
I am at war with life, I don’t want to participate in it, I get angry and pissed off, I really don’t want to have anything to do with life, I feel like everything is beyond hope, I give up on a lot, I don’t do things- what’s the point!? I become bitter and resentful, I say - What’s the point of anything.

What happens when you stop believing that thought?
I might stop seeing and believing in that story and start being present, I can hear the birds singing outside and the aliveness of my body and my mind and life getting on with it, my world awakening to itself,  I feel I can let go and let the natural flow just take over- I feel releived!

Turn around:
I am fucked off with me and my life because I am upside down, I have all the money and I am a nasty, manipulative and dominating bastard and I treat the people who have no money in my life as though they were stupid and un-educated (and that includes me when I don’t have any money)

How is this true?
This is completely and absolutely true. I see me with money and I treat my BF who has none  by being nasty to him,  I manipulate him and I dominate him with what I have and do, I treat him like a real shit as if he were stupid and un-educated.
I am very often nasty and manipulative and domineering,  I look down on others, especially Bruno, and treat him like a dip-wit. I am nice to him in a condescending way, I put up with him as if I was doing charity work.

I have this great recipe for a gluten-free healthy cheese cake. Light and fresh.

I am keeping clean, and I am feeling everyday like I am being born again.
I am spring-cleaning my mind with The Work and my body with Yoga and food.

Here goes the recipe (about 10 minutes to prepare):

Brazil Nut (Castanha do Pará):

Cheese (Queijo Minas Frescal):
I use cheese from Minas, which is a very white, bland cheese. Its not really like ricotta but close.        

Sugar (I use organic crystal sugar cause I like the rich texture and fuller taste)
Organic Strawberry Jam
Honey
Raisins

Instructions:

You will only need a blender and a cake dish with a deep lip to place the whole thing into.

grind the nuts (enough to cover the base of your cake dish)
mix the nuts with honey and cover the base of the dish

take half the cheese and blend it with some sugar and a a few drops of water if its too dry, it needs to become a smooth paste.
cover the nuts with the cheese

take the rest of the cheese throw it in the blender with a handful of raisins and sugar to taste then blend, not too much so you are not destrying the raisins completely.

Make another layer on top of the other cheese layer then cover this with strawberry jam and place in the fridge for a couple of hours.

Enjoy!

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